So I'm back from CT, got back on Sunday. Every time I go up, it becomes harder and harder to leave. I don't think I've felt this depressed in years. I sat and cried yesterday and did nothing but sit on the couch and watch TV. I only pulled the computer out today to try and feel normal. If something doesn't happen to allow us to move back soon, I don't know what I am going to do.

My brother seems to be doing better, so far. Valentine's Day is coming up, though, so I don't know how he will handle that. His ex bought him concert tickets for Christmas, and the concert is tomorrow. He wanted to know if my brother still wanted to go with him, and my brother said no, so he is taking some other friend. Seeing that the tickets were my brother's Christmas present, shouldn't his ex have given him the tickets to do with what he wanted?

Anyway, my sub runs out tomorrow. I'm supposed to be featuring the winner of a contest soon, so I am going to try to renew it this week.